So as many of you may know already a few months back my now ex husband physically assaulted me breaking several bones in my face. Since then he went to trial and was given a slap on the wrist for the assault (12 months probation and 10 days in jail).
Weve since gotten divorced and I got a PFA. Ive been trying to provide for my son as best as I possibly can but being a full time student its hard to keep up with bills. Ive also been trying to get help and ended up diagnosed with anxiety, depression, and PTSD.
I then totaled my car, and the insurance company screwed me on it value. So I had to get a new car and pay for inspection and registration on that. Plus tires.
Except 2 days before Christmas my ex decided to slash my tires and violate the PFA order. As a result hes back in jail and I had to use the little bit of savings I had to get new tires for my car again. The tires were less than 2 months old.
Because hes back in jail however, I am now no longer recieving any child support to help with basic expenses. Plus the few hours I had been getting at work just got slashed as they hired a new full time position.
I hate to ask for money but guys really, its bad. Im at risk of ending up homeless with a 1 year old. Im getting what help I can but theres not much for me where I live. Please consider helping out. Im scared and Im stuck. Ive seen people on tumblr recieve tons of money for a variety of things. Im not asking for a ton here. Just enough to help me make sure my son has food in his mouth and a roof over his head.
Ive added my paypal below. If youre uncomfortable just donating money I also offer tarot readings and other divination services.
moira is so funny she just does whatever the fuck she wants. whos stopping her? absolutely no one shes just cutting up people and doing illegal experiments on them. she shows up to a meeting with the bedazzled sleeves of the golden bowie replica v-neck shirt she wears to work sometimes cos she just feels like it soaked up to the elbows in blood and the rest of blackwatch is just like oh cool moiras here. make so little effort to hide what you’re doing that your coworkers assume you must be just having a laugh because you’re clearly too smart to be like, injecting some poor sod with nanotech in the bathroom just before you came in but thats literally exactly what shes doing i love her so much
girls there will never be too much parmesan… or garlic
if a recipe tells you to put a specific amount of parmesan or garlic fuck that recipe… create your own path, choose your own future, be the person you want to be not the person the society wants you to be
guys dont freak but i need money for a hotel room for the weekend or something i cant stay in this house
okay so i’m mostly safe and we’ll resume my regular blogging in a minute but i’ll try to explain what caused me to make this post:
yesterday’s shipment didn’t show up and no one from the distribution center called to let us know (again) so some of us, including me, left work after two hours (and i had to leave ANYWAY because the heat is broken and the subarctic air circulating through the store is making my raynaud’s go CRAZY)
and i didnt go home straight away; i went to the library for a few…okay, several hours since i still have no internet at home and i find it more peaceful there than at home sometimes
and when i DID come home i explained that yeah, i was supposed to do truck but it never showed up so i got to leave and i was just gonna be back today to make that time up (which i did; i got off an hour ago) and i was just killing time at the library
and i got lectured and then SCREAMED at and told i would never accomplish anything in life by my dear ‘mother’ and she threatened to kick me out (again) if i didnt get another job by the end of the month, and i spent nearly an hour on the phone with one of the nurses from my psychiatrist’s office while she raged about me and called me every name in the book and i made this post, passed out for several hours, woke up and took my nighttime meds and went back to sleep until it was time for me to get up at 5 for work
and she’s been trying to blow up my phone and i’m ignoring her and i’m waiting until i know my dad is back home because i REFUSE to be alone in that house with her
so right now i’m sitting in my car at one of the scenic spots in town where i come when i need to chill out and i’ve been trying to get my psych but i keep getting put on hold :/
yeah i hate to be That Girl again but i need some help with my internet bill!!!
i’ve been slowly getting my bills back in order after being on a leave of absence from work because of knee surgery and lupus-related complications for three months, but my centurylink bill keeps trying to get the better of me. i’m only gonna have ~$35 left in my account after my capitalone payment and last gas fillup clear and last time i overdrafted it broke me mentally. part of the reason it’s so high is because they charged me for services and equipment i was never able to use but they wouldn’t take off the bill. i am currently making this post on a weak LTE connection in an extremely rural area. last time i gave them just $100 and it came right back on but i want to get this thing whittled down even more.
i also need help keeping my car fueled for the next week until my next payday, since i live so far away from my job (about 30 miles/40 minutes). on top of that there’s another anticipated snow system aimed at the state of virginia this weekend which, if it hits us, could take a chunk out of a future paycheck since i can’t possibly drive in all that! and i can forget about my SSDI appeal right now since the goverment is in shambles! the ONE bright spot is that my medicaid for 2019 has kicked in so i pay next to nothing for my prescriptions but it won’t help with my surgery bills.
“why don’t you just get a better job?” you might be wondering. well, with this cornucopia of SHIT goin on:
and a suicidal ideation episode last month all my doctors and counselors pretty much unanimously agree that i need to stay part-time for now. also it’s january and i’ve been in retail long enough to know that shit slows down this time of year.
yeah i hate to be That Girl again but i need some help with my internet bill!!!
i’ve been slowly getting my bills back in order after being on a leave of absence from work because of knee surgery and lupus-related complications for three months, but my centurylink bill keeps trying to get the better of me. i’m only gonna have ~$35 left in my account after my capitalone payment and last gas fillup clear and last time i overdrafted it broke me mentally. part of the reason it’s so high is because they charged me for services and equipment i was never able to use but they wouldn’t take off the bill. i am currently making this post on a weak LTE connection in an extremely rural area. last time i gave them just $100 and it came right back on but i want to get this thing whittled down even more.
i also need help keeping my car fueled for the next week until my next payday, since i live so far away from my job (about 30 miles/40 minutes). on top of that there’s another anticipated snow system aimed at the state of virginia this weekend which, if it hits us, could take a chunk out of a future paycheck since i can’t possibly drive in all that! and i can forget about my SSDI appeal right now since the goverment is in shambles! the ONE bright spot is that my medicaid for 2019 has kicked in so i pay next to nothing for my prescriptions but it won’t help with my surgery bills.
“why don’t you just get a better job?” you might be wondering. well, with this cornucopia of SHIT goin on:
and a suicidal ideation episode last month all my doctors and counselors pretty much unanimously agree that i need to stay part-time for now. also it’s january and i’ve been in retail long enough to know that shit slows down this time of year.
- the mcelroys and james charles get in a legal battle becaue james charles does a video where he plays d&d for the first time with some other beauty gurus and he just so happens to play as a flamboyantly gay elf named Taco. james charles wins because he honestly doesnt know what the adventure zone is he was just playing as himself and named the character taco because he thought it’d be like lolrandom. it humiliates everyone involved
- i dont have any other i just had this thought. it struck me much in the way christ struck joan of arc
It’s really vile to see how people hate black women and devalue is lol. Everybody laughs at cupcakke for making sexual songs but now acting some type of way cuz she’s suicidal, as if she doesn’t talk about her mental health all the time. Girl has a song about her grooming AND it goes off yet I never see her get the respect she deserves as an artist beyond her just being a funny meme or when she makes a song for the gays. The only people who seem to take Cupcakke seriously are black gays the rest of y’all don’t take her seriously
